it hits you your life just kinda lightly hits you ...and then bam it hits you hard but not hard enough to knock you out ...but after its done with you you wish you were .....the room spins as words, moments, the past whirl around with you or more importantly whirl you around ...they control you give you a mental anguish its like your afraid of them ...your afraid of what will happen without these things ....you fear... idk your soul does tho....