Personal struggle
Like girl I ask....
Do you ever get tired?
Like.....
Internally anguished
******* tired
...and physically impaired
...because home girls mind is telling her
...no that's ghetto
Or you have to be cool
.....like do you ever get tired
....of pretending to be this fierce chic
.....but underneath your just so insecure
And your crying for help
But you don't want anyone to know
...you starve yourself
...**** your stomach in
....when you look in the mirror...
All you see is ugly and you know it
.....you see crusty toes
And how no guy will like you
Or you see another opportunity to reel a ***** in
Ya know are you tired
...of the run
Are you not exhausted
..ok I spelled that right
...but really
You've been running for a couple years now
...chasing happiness
...chasing temporary things
...looking in the same places
...the past
For happiness
I mean...
Come on now
That happiness was lost
It's gone
That's why your not happy
Your listening to the negative voices in your head
And your listening to your head
.....all it does is gather information from the outside
It doesn't compare to your heart
...now your heart believes it knows the truth
...but your head will tell you **** until you believe it
......it will tell you....
So girl...
You've chased it...
Now have faith
What do you have to lose
Your already unhappy
The one thing you shouldn't be on this earth
...the one thing you are supposed to love for was taken away
....believe
.....don't ramble
Don't think
Don't talk
Don't look
Don't move
....******* believe
...and then....
My friend....