I remember tears The tumultuous upheaval An unsuccessful exorcism The years between I remember the losing battles Held down This is where I have existed I have loathed this dwelling All the while fearing no other abode I remember the fever dreams The visions of ungodly beings That settled and nested on my bedposts That would not be scattered No seraphim or cherubim to stand guard above the headboard If not for the open window All hope would be lost But vultures flew in and out that orifice Bringing foul air and maddening noise