I’m scared to look into your eyes I told you all along that I’m fine with a big fat smile on my face but now you’re asking me to look into your eyes and tell you the truth But I can’t cause you’ll see all the pain that I’ve been trying to hide with my big fat smile And you’ll see the blur in my eyes I’m scared because you won’t ever be able to understand all the pain that I’ve gone through in my life so I will end up getting hurt and even more scared to look into someone else’s eyes so I just go with a big fat smile and *I’m fine