Living through the pain
With every look
Every single look of hurt
In your eyes
Your suffering
Your sadness
I caused it
I am at blame
For your unhappiness
I am at blame
For that look in your eyes
I toyed with you
****** with you
And still care for you
How could I?
What can I do?
I caused all this pain for you
and there is nothing
I can do about it.