When the snow drifts my mood shifts. My spirits forget how to lift. Through the files of my past My mind sifts. It wont last, this mask. Hiding is a hard task. Time to face the facts. Another attack. As in anxiety, Inside of me. Like a growing seed, now a tree. Just let me be. Its just seasonal, they say. This feeling won't stay. My thoughts are grey. Just go away. Maybe someday.