All you do is talk ....just yappering in my ear ....you just assume ....assume ...do you even know me ...your own child Mom I love you can you accept me as the soul i am can anybody accept me as the soul i am like God I love you and your all I need but....its a lonely trip on this earth by yourself.... internally non blissent almost non existent... its like my life is Barbie i live in this fake *** house with my fake *** clothes that i use to act a certain way then...my fake *** Mom is nice one moment then you put her on the phone ...and she is literally the devil ...literally... literally.. she just is so phony her tone is different shes bitter and shes laughing about it like its a ******* joke like mom its me.... where is the love... who are you... are you even my Mom... yes you gave birth to me... but... a Mother you are but a Mom... a Mom.. idk... call me later and well talk...
My soul is thirsty for another soul on this earth to connect...i try and i try...and i cant even get genuine love at home...i dont see it at all...but yes i feel it every once in a while...but why should it be every once in a while your my ******* Mother...love me regardless...want the best from me not perfection...i want a genuine relationship..without those gooey weird ***..trynna be your friend but your not convos....i want to be able to hug you and not feel like wow....a mother hell yeah...but a mom its been a while.....