i guess it's true you're all the things that i wish i could have been, but never quite accomplished, never quite become. is it true we mend out clothes with pieces of our past and exchange them as gifts? things made for lasting. there's a little extra something to your smile, something stunted in me for years is now been awakened awhile. i don't know what it is, but i've feared i'm becoming something new, something made of me and you and what i fear is fearing what comes near will hurt me again so please don't do that, dear.