These below freezing temperatures, icy roads and snow are the things I fear the most, and I knew it was coming. This is why I was pushing so hard, and not letting it go when we were fighting about him getting a job. Maybe we would have a place together by now, or maybe he would be the one that has to drive every single day, and run his car to the ground. I mean, it's been over a year. And we've only talked about it a few times. To be honest, I hate it. I hate all of this.