To my own mind I will deceive
To the peace I should receive
I am just another thief
I wish I would not live.

Harsh life, large strife,
stirring the wrath within me.
Red flag, hold back!
I would pull back my fist by my own decree.

Wants to have love, falling to the lust.
Goals are above, moving is a must.
Lost to the chains that holds to my heart.
Wrenching me right back into the start.

"Repent" it says.
There is really nothing I could say.
"Restrain" it says.
I secretly want to make them pay.

Darkness lurking.
Power usurping.
Should I fall behind?
Should I get in line?

My own restrains become my worst enemy.
Only I myself pity.
The violence return to stir within me.
Only I can stop me.

To my own mind I will deceive
To the peace I should receive
The innocences that I should grief.
Hoping one day I will have a relief.