You claim you want to change but always find yourself back on that train... Lost, I know you need be on your own way but a part of me wishes you could've stayed because I miss you and I can't shake this feeling my heart makes. but this process takes time, so I'll be waiting here when you decide to come home. I just wonder where you've gone and what you've been through and I know I shouldn't worry I know I can't save you but I pray everynight that you'll find the strength to save yourself because you're leaving a trail of destruction thats breaking a heart made for two Meaning you're not only hurting yourself but the ones around you.