I now know that I am composed entirely of paper and wax, and the strings that hold my body up on my paper feet are fastened with knots to my heart. And from the wax heart to your hands that twist the strings about and my wax limbs and my wax hands dance like the jointed segments of a forgotten marionette. The sound of rocks falling onto a wooden floor caught my attention as I sat in that attic with my strings draped upon the floor waiting for years and years and years and years for something that I could not name and now the wooden head is tied in it's own kinds of knots. Say the words but then it will become apparent what cavernous space has been filled. But remain and the valleys and caves will remain as well.