Dissension of thoughts, Rupture of feelings It doesn't really affect me, But it makes me build ceilings. True feelings are meant to show, To the one I admire, not to the whole world. Thoughts about me keep on spinning on their minds, Running round and round in their brains like trapped mice. I'm changed, but it doesn't mean I haven't loved. Once, twice, or thrice? Maybe, or my answer might be a disguise. Don't expect me to let open the wound, Yeah I prefer to endure the difficulties I face individually, more than you ever could assumed. Yeah love is more than words could express, but life is bitter. Though I'm not and I've never been in it as a winner.