He'll never join me in my bed I can't think of him anymore I feel like some two-bit ***** I refuse to beg for his love oh how I do crave a great big hug no no no shut down my brain I can't think about him again This is no good He doesn't know I exist When I think of him, I cannot resist I'll just move on to the next obsession Trying to shake my deep depression I don't want to base my life on a man I know it's wrong, I don't know how it began