i sat there and waited for you. then, after the time it took for the ice to form on the window, i left. i knew you'd never make it. maybe there was another appointment, an important peice of business to attend to. all i got was a crummy mass-mailing of the same carbon copied letter of good tidings. i want more than that. i don't have the capital, nor the time to confess such demands. it's just not my style. you know my style. i fiend for you almost as much as i fiend for blank sheets of paper when the mood hits me. stop.