Yes, i've had my fair share of sins but who was to decide that my punishment be my innocence ? Who was to decide that it not happen once but three times ? Who was to decide i was going to live a life in fear and shame ? Now i can no longer be grabbed in any form of way, oh how i've grown so uncomfortable to the simple compliment and sheer form of loving gesture . Looking in the mirror , i feel ashamed , ashamed i feel everyday. Those memorizes a continuous reminder "will i ever have control of what's mine ? Can i please have some sort of power ?". But you do ! Who's to choose you'd be unhappy, who's to choose you'd be a victim but a survivor. Who's to choose you wont turn this world upside down and make it something worth living for ? You're too choose . You are, dont you ever forget that. You're worth it.