My love,
I stayed
by your side
I held your frozen hand
in the pool
of your blood.
I kept repeating
the words
that drowned out by my tears
drowning in this blood
drenched world,
our world,
my world.
That I created,
to live by your side.
I gaze
into your disappearing
sky eyes,
for a moment
It drove me
mad a second time,
but remembering
your death
ceased my rage.
I will say this once more,
as I grip onto
my sticky stained shirt.
I am not
MAD, not
CRAZY.
I am normal
your pain can only kept me
*sane