Poetry is poking through the ashtray for the lost word I spit away on the the last cigarette to make sure it was out (because I sicken from smoke of burning cellulosic filters,) distracted, tapping another growing ash into a glass I'll surely sip from later It'll cough out dry and chalky from my fingers they all go to the same place - whiskey, cigarettes,Β words - and presume to have meaning when it's late, making a game of speeding clocks until they're bored and stagger home to their closet under the stairs, leaving me to wash their empty glasses and sweep off the dusty pretensions they've left on my desktop, wishing I'd gone to bed earlier or repotted some geraniums instead.