i dream walking in a wind tunnel and air keeps rushing into my mouth so quickly i can't breathe and i can't stop walking there's nothing behind me not a black hole not a white expanse nothing and maybe if I can just make it to the end of the tunnel there will be no wind at all and it will be always sunny and always warm not too warm and i'll never get burnt and i'll never need shoes or brush my hair or blow my nose or remember anything and nothing will matter except exactly what i want what i want to do and i will dance in circles for hours and hours and never get tired or hurt and i'll never fall down