*******
One little word
You know you've ****** up when the person you love calls you that for the first time

They may say "I lost control for a second"
They may say "I didn't mean it"

In reality, it's all on you!
On ME!
Never would those words come forth if I didn't take the trust of a broken girl
The trust of one betrayed by everyone she's ever known
That trust I thought I would never have

When I got it......I crushed it
She trusted me with information of a thing she is ashamed to even know herself, let alone when it's happening....
And then I threatened to come to her house....
She despises being threatened
Hates it above all else
I knew this too....
I got in a corner and snapped......

....never again will I get tht trust and I know it.....

There is never an excuse for threatening someone.......

Especially not the one you love most......

The broken trust of a shattered beauty....destroyed by a monster who should b ****** to the shadows.....

......I'm so sorry......