It hurts so bad
I feel like I'm dying inside
Such an odd feeling
Such an odd pain.

It's okay, it's called experience,
You said
Well I don't like it
I would just rather
Never have experienced that,
But that would mean
Never knowing you...

Eventhough
I have all this pain
All inside of me
I don't know if I'd like
To erase all of those things,
All the joy I felt
When you held me tight.

Yes it was short.

Such a small amount of times,
Yet I got intoxicated
With the love I felt.
Holding myself
From telling you
I love you;
Not to scare you.

All the same
I failed at my own game
I guess it was just too obvious
Too obvious
Too strong
That I couldn't help myself
From bursting out in tears
When you said these words ;
Got it, it's over.

It's okay, it's called experience,
You said
And I experienced
What it's like to love
Someone who considers you like a doll.