I love fashion..well sorta
and i kinda like shopping
but i feel like i use it as an escape
more of an impulse
ad a rage that goes through my mind...
i guess the idea of just buying something that'll make you happy
..that i can't control myself
its like a warzone for me
like when i think of the mall
im thinking i hope no one took that cute sweater i wanted...
or i hope there arent that many people so i can have everything i want...
it's weird
in this country..
i guess the same effect goes with money for many people
and what i have to say
...to myself
and you out there
....money cannot be eaten
it's not that important
God can provide all you're happiness, all youre necessities...
so stress not of tommorow
or fear not of not being happy
...because it's down the road
..and little by little
the sunshine will start coming in through youre shattered glass
and then you will start seeing the beauty again
the purpose...
just wait....