the precedent a disaster,
the future a glow
with those dreams up high falling like snow
and I'm rowing my boat
because this year I refuse to sink
last year my mind my worst nightmare
this year all I want to do is think
and earn and try
defy my mind making me want to cry
and look behind to something I want no reminder
tick tock, the timer
this year my love, I lay behind her
reaching for those stars above,
these words written, finding myself
through those past sad poems spread among my binder
i will reach for those stars in the sky until i cant fly higher
no more relying on the web, no longer a spider
but im a tiger, im the predator and these dreams are the prey
finally finding myself, it was harder than a needle in the hay

im finally finding myself, and rather than a phobia of tomorrow
that bottled up sorrow, that sad mad kid
im going for the goal
ill pull off a hat trick