my thoughts could run a power plant. the electricity could sprint through telephone lines in state lengths and i'm not sure if they would stop there. sometimes i feel lucky, like if i could dance enough i could stop the earth from spinning like a halo and whirl it from north to south; maybe then i could find you again. sometimes my thirst is so much, my tongue flattens out to parchment paper and i'm just waiting for your signature to guarantee some water for a later date. sometimes i can feel your heartbeat from wherever you are, causing my own to hiccup and man, do i hate the hiccups because sometimes it hurts so much that i retire to holding my breath. sometimes when it works i sometimes scold myself to make improvements, not excuses and with that i could almost turn off and leave this position for someone else.