With no paradigm to guide me I am lost with no words to write My Conscience is losing ground My speech fades with the light Forlorn Mistress of my soul No pagan muse present Each word, each phrase is wrung From my minds contents Fruits, breads, wild nuts, rare wines On all of this I have dined But later in the Night I have eaten the Bitter bread of thought: Battles fought out in the Sun Battles waged in darkened rooms Won before begun