I guess I've always been at war with myself
and I've never been big on forgiveness
or apologies
or anything
but for some reason
I seek the closure I never received
your "I'm sorry" wasn't good enough
for me
one because you didn't mean it and two
because 40 proof
was only half way between
too much
and
not enough
just enough to make it not your fault
but not enough to make me forget
that I still remember