your lighter is still on my table because you forgot it when you left my clothes are still on the floor because I didn't bother to put it back on your scent is still in my sheets therefore I haven't left my bed for three days Here I am reminded of the endless amounts of cigarettes we smoked when my hair tickled your bare skin and your lips were buried in my neck your eyes spoke words of certainty and your hands told stories from far away countries where lovers died young our souls silently entwined and our naked bodies fused together you tasted like sunshine and you told me I felt like spring