I always smile seeing you happy,

I cry inside cause my heart is heavy.

I got drunk on a club,

Just to feel my heart numb.

In a wall I unleash my fury,

I never needed sympathy…


True I am wasted,

All my sorrow made me frustrated…

Longing to see you…

And show what this love can do…

I wanna write you novels and poems,

In many kinds and forms…


I wanna make you laugh..,

and to hear you bluff…

I want you to hit me with a broom,

In my head, and hear a boom…

I wanna feel you’re fist in my face,

I’ll pretend it’s just a phase…


I want to go to jail,

I don’t care if you don’t veil…

If you’re drunk, I’ll carry you in my back…

I will still carry you, until I hear it crack…

And I don’t care if they call me “fool”!

Cause I’ve cried and the bucket are almost full.


I had fallen a thousand times…

But I am innocent of all my crimes…

Tell me why we can never be?!

Life without you is empty.