we were the best of friends
always together amidst our relationships
music ringing in our minds
from childhood till now,highness fills me when I'm with you

but what lurks within (everyone's) my dark side,
a monster so horrible and and full of lust and malice
i savaged thee while you begged for me to release thy body
and almost killed you when suddenly you spat me with wood

i woke up with my memory ,
lacerated with what happened last night
you were scared but you told me
i ran from you, ashamed and lost dignity to live

i told myself,
I'm a monster, a selfish and evil kind
even though you forgave me with what happened
my feeling is suicidal, and forget that we knew each other