strictness ruled down, ruled out, cursive, signposted in Times New Roman, the ninth letter of an alphabet I struggle to breathe within, the marker for my psyche, the superlative, objective, somewhat subjective and lost in ego, twisted between tibia, fibula, the pronoun scarred across the canvas of my skin, the myriad, in want of you, always needing less, or more, or less, an apology, a last kiss a hesitation; I.