you never realized you were blind. so ******* blind. i defended you, caught bullets for you, graveled at your feet for you. thinking everything was my fault all for you.
you smiled. one smile. and gone. all i see now is your ghost everywhere. your ghost haunts me; making faces and telling me over and over "you fool. you fool"
i wish i was face to face with you
so i could throw my emotions at you i would gather them up in one big bundle and shove them in your face you would suffocate. you would cry. you would suffer. like i had been for so long i would ask you, "how does it feel?" but you wouldn't be able to respond for the pain would be too great then, then finally,
i would breathe. the baggage will be gone, and i will run i will laugh at you laugh until tears leak from my eyes laugh until my ribs break
if you weren't such a ******* coward, i would have won. instead you hide behind your lies, fake confidence you're cracking but i know you won't admit i'm the only. the only one who sees
look me in the eye. admit it admit you threw me away admit you never cared admit that this all meant nothing and admit... admit you can't do it.