I woke up gasping Pillow over my head I couldn’t scream I was pinned to the bed He pulled my nightgown up over my head I couldn’t see his face He ***** me, over and over again Helpless and scared Hoping just to survive He finally left I was still alive Who do I call What do I do Will anyone believe me I can still barely move I lie in my bed Going over in my head Was it something I did Is there something I should have done Will he come back Do I need to run I know at this moment, I’ll never be the same How do I go on living, with this terrible shame