she removes a bruise-colored diaper. autopilot. on foot, she passes a bike her bike has beaten. the spatial awareness of a previous male has her wanting to buy batteries for toys your son has buried. below, in city, in a silent film’s ambulance, her son expires. she collapses on the wrong side of satan’s ear. on hand, her father’s body in a hammock is god’s arm in a sling. her mother’s last memory is second to none. is of a baby being the size of a bullet.