You lie you pretend you want help say you wanna get well but its the best you can do why pretend you want something more when you are good where you are you dont wanna be happy time to admit it you just don't fit it if you smile in your life you don't feel right better to stay sad in your cocoon of lies Better to always want to die because your happy like this you are content you dont wanna get better and you dont wanna live if people really loved you they would get it