Tiss the season To be jolly and bright Why can't I seem to come into the light Only darkness surrounds me No joy can I see Another year coming All I foresee is never ending gloom I can't leave my tomb So I won't I'll stay in bed Sorting through the **** in my head This too shall pass I want to know when I can enjoy life, start living again Tiss the season For all of you Itβs not for me I don't know what to do Slit my wrists? I'll mess that up Drink and drug? If I can lift the cup For now I'll just stay in bed No need to worry, I'm already dead