I need something so different
Oh god something new
I want so badly to see the sunrise
Tomorrow
A new start
My failures today won’t harm me no more
I’m stronger than this
I won’t let this take me down
A change of pace
A new picture to look at
A new mantra to replace the one that
Means nothing more than the load of crap
It became
My anger is filling the cracks
And making new ones as it comes around
Wrapping around my forehead
And soothing my misgivings
I want my ideals to be me
Instead of me being my ideals
Please let me change