if i say i do not love you
that would be a complete and empty lie
but if do not try to get away from you
there would not be another going back

if i hoped for peace and light by my side
you only summon storm and darkness
with lies, indifference and pride
i know you do not enjoy it either

i remember your smile when we meet,
the sound of your voice saying my name from far away
that constant feeling of being haunted
then remember when everything, changed