chew over the words we scrambled like eggs messy in the pan and sticky like feelings we named with firecrackers in the winter the sun moves slower i think my eyes think like grandmothers a hazy hindsight reading in a dim light find a vase and break it make a collage with its pieces spill over stain the knees of your jeans i'm looking at a star i'm looking for truth i'm holding onto the hand thats holding on to you i love you i love him more i love you and he loves you more