I'm slipping
Further down
Into that abyss again
The abyss of never feeling good
Of always feeling self conscious
And always getting defensive

I'm slipping
Further down
Pushing back the people I need
The people who make me feel good
And are trying to catch me before I fall

But I
Don't think
Some people realize that it only takes a little push
To send me tumbling down
Into the abyss I tried to escape