I bought a pack of cigarettes today
Lit one up and took a nice drag
My best friend told me to beware of addiction
But I laughed and told her that I wasn't addicted to anything
But he did make my head spin and my palms sweat
And his voice played over and over in my head like a record on repeat  
And I felt this morning's toast rolling around in my stomach when we were apart
And I craved every inch of his presence at every moment of every day
And I realized that I'd lost it