It's once again that time of year
Filled with joy and holiday cheer
Then why are there tears in my eyes
What on earth makes me want to cry?
Even worse, pray to die...
I feel no cheer inside my head
I can't drag my body out of my bed
People so happy
Smiling all through the day
I don't have clue what to say
I don't have an answer why I'm so sad
Acquaintances tell me it can't be that bad
I pull down the shades
And hide in my room
I don't want to spoil their cheer with my gloom
I'm all alone, once again
No one will notice
Not one single friend
I hide under the covers
And wait for the New Year
Maybe then, I'll find my cheer