teeth gritted yet chattering
body wrapped up yet shivering
curled into a ball
like a lonely girl in the corner of the hall

I still remember
when I saw you
on that faithful day
on that train cabin

your lips set in a playful smirk
not knowing
the ache in the pit of abdomen
the butterflies fluttering profusely
the wild thump of my heart

I know you won't remember
the days I held your smile
oh those days
lurking in the back of my head

your smell still lingers
in the depths of my nostrils
your touch still ever present
in the palm of my hands

but you have moved on
your eyes a glistening black
but you are happy
and that is all that matters

two years later
i still think of the times we had
two years later
i still think of what ifs

to me
you were precious
to me
we were infinite

all is gone
all is said
all is left
all is done

when will we learn
to move on
*when will we learn
to let go?

called a fool
for believing
stood aloof
they were right

trust
i thought i had yours
stranded
you left me in the lost

the howl of the wolf
stopped scaring me
yet the sound of your voice
shook me to the core

don't let the world change the way you think
but make contributions to the world
make people believe in something
whether a god or a diety

(oh what irony
to stay unwavered
but stumble a weaker link)

oh
what tragedy

the people most deserving
of the whole world
are those who think
otherwise

the people most deserving
of happiness
are those deep in the pits
of depression

oh
what *tragedy

called a fool
for believing
stood aloof
they were right

trust
i thought i had yours
stranded
you left me in the lost

the howl of the wolf
stopped scaring me
yet the sound of your voice
shook me to the core

don't we all wish
to fall hopelessly in love
seeing pictures of blissful couples
but holding an empty heart

so infectious
you become the air i breathe
such a bad influence
you left me alone to grieve

but i crave for more
mostly for your touch but also
the way your eyes bore
deep into my soul

will it ever be the same
because we have grown apart
how come my chest is in pain
like you literally tore my heart