called a fool
for believing
stood aloof
they were right

trust
i thought i had yours
stranded
you left me in the lost

the howl of the wolf
stopped scaring me
yet the sound of your voice
shook me to the core

don't let the world change the way you think
but make contributions to the world
make people believe in something
whether a god or a diety

(oh what irony
to stay unwavered
but stumble a weaker link)

so infectious
you become the air i breathe
such a bad influence
you left me alone to grieve

but i crave for more
mostly for your touch but also
the way your eyes bore
deep into my soul

will it ever be the same
because we have grown apart
how come my chest is in pain
like you literally tore my heart

I still remember
when I saw you
on that faithful day
on that train cabin

your lips set in a playful smirk
not knowing
the ache in the pit of abdomen
the butterflies fluttering profusely
the wild thump of my heart

I know you won't remember
the days I held your smile
oh those days
lurking in the back of my head

don't we all wish
to fall hopelessly in love
seeing pictures of blissful couples
but holding an empty heart

oh
what tragedy

the people most deserving
of the whole world
are those who think
otherwise

the people most deserving
of happiness
are those deep in the pits
of depression

oh
what *tragedy

teeth gritted yet chattering
body wrapped up yet shivering
curled into a ball
like a lonely girl in the corner of the hall