i'll never feel the way i did
   when you picked me up in your car and spoke to me
the hands that once held heaven

now forgotten things of fever dreams

If we are all ******,
  Then who cares?
I'll still wear my coat and a pair of boots I once wore,
when life offered so much more.

lay down on concrete
watch the sky change
arms over arms
X on my chest
Night comes crawling
into my ear drums
it settles in my spine
i'm on the same earth as you
under the same stars as you
all thoughts, someones thought before.

i would give
    perhaps it all
            to feel again  
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could curve around my spine.

to know you're in love,
while together.
what a special thing.
                           to realize you're in love,
                            when far apart,
                       the heart is cruel that way .

All those things I didn't say

        Little words

  And big words

            Drift past my bedroom window

When I'm missing you at night.