when the silence gets too loud that's when I miss you so much.

maybe I think I should stop thinking about what others feel just for once and think about how my heart feel and do what's right for me. it's not selfish it's just that I've been putting everyone else  first but who's going to put me first in their life?

I stay silence when everyone is talking. I feel like I'm still alone when I'm surrounded by people. I love being alone it's like I have all the time to myself but being alone for too long makes me feel empty. it's like you are free but you are empty at the same time. i want to be alone but I don't want to be lonely.

everything about you matter to me.
you're not mine but you still matter. my mind and my heart isn't over you yet and it will be. cause all my life loving is all that matter

someday I'm hoping you'll be knocking at my door crying for help but I won't say "I told you so" instead I will say I still love you though

please keep it safe. safe where no one else could have it. I kept it this long just only for you. hold it don't let go. don't break it, no don't return it to me just keep it I'll be needing my heart again one day.