Go away
I was doing fine
Till you waltzed in
With your perfect hair
Beautiful eyes
I had purpose!
I could focus!
Before you waltzed in
Destroying
Gracefully
Please go away
But then
If you left
Would there be any point?
Stay
Maybe
For one more day

Stumble trip stumble trip
You quickly turn your head
Stumble trip stumble trip
A path angels fear to tread

Fast then but faster now
The eyes are glowing red
Faster! Faster! Faster again!
Because the creatures want you dead

You can feel them, closer than before
And so you run at faster pace
But then the lonely angel calls
And you fall into her embrace

They come in the night
The monsters
Tear down the walls
You built
Destroy
They don't care that you're nice
Or you get all A*s
Or you have friends
Or that you love them
They hurt them anyway
Because your own problems
Are rarely just your own
And that's the worst part

I stand at a crossroads
Or is it a journey?
A progression of thoughts, feelings?
Thinking - could it be?
I am in love?
What is love?
Is it a lark? Is it is a game?
Is it the feeling when she says my name?
Is it hard to know? Is it a breeze?
Is the shaking I get in my knees?
Is it just chemicals in my brain?
Or is it something more ... Humane?
I'm normally good with language and phrases
But when she's talking they just become mazes
The past is murky
The future unknown
I stand at a crossroads
Confused, but not alone.