i can't wait until i have my own apartment in the city with pictures and christmas lights and the feeling that says "i'm finally happy" and i really hope that you are too.
*s.k.

that feeling that washed over me isn't the same.
this time it feels more like rejection.
*s.k.

i want to be in your city
eating at your favorite restaurants
going to your apartment
and just lying in your bed
bodies and fingers intertwined
listening to your steady heartbeat
and falling in love with you again
i could be anywhere, actually
as long as you're there too.
*-s.k.

That lonely feeling i used to get
at 4 a.m. when the whole world
is silent
when my thoughts screamed loud enough
to fill the void with
anxiety
pain
and reality
ever since i saw your eyes
that feeling hasn't washed over me
4 a.m. is no longer lonely
and the thoughts that used to scream
anxiety
pain
and reality
now scream
you
you
and you.
*-s.k.