Here still?
Complicated?
It’s just printing papers
But, I’ve shown you how ten times now
PRESS PRINT

Now when I try to stream our verse
It pauses while loading and feels rehearsed
The images of you I keep downloaded in my mind now seem repressed
download, upload, Refresh, so frequently they look compressed

iThink iFeel Galaxy10.U swiped from my mind face first
Remember we HD and pixel free, so refreshing we quenched our thirst
our circuits fried, finally dried, ready, reset, I'm impressed
Without you, I'm feeling much less Depressed.

God ******* ******
Why can't I understand,
I'm flying this plane and can't land it,
After 23 years I thought I'd know how to be a man

My brain is in a wash bucket filled with soap that's clouding up my mind,
Okay, I give.. help, I've lost it, it flew out the window, I'm in a bit of a bind..

Alprazolam
Clonazepram
Diazepam
Lorazepam
Oxazepam
Chlordiazepoxide
Oh my god now I'm afraid of Z's
What happend to you? What caused these?

Those scars on my face or the hole in my heart?
Both
Well **** if I knew I wouldn't be talking to you.
What are you even scared of?
Currently I'm terrified of being afraid,
Like its going to hit me under my feet, numb
It's dumb, its stupid, so I'll just pick apart my heart with pliers, convince myself that  the thoughts in my brain are liars,

Drip now blood and dry before you hit the floor.
mind keeps spinning as my heart sinks in these worries build in a hurry and my heart empties from the pliers, I don't think I can handle the emptiness anymore, who do I ask for help? Where do I go?? Who can keep me from these z's so I can catch up with mine?

I'm so tired..I'm afraid ..