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Peter Pan Jan 2015
Sometimes it's hard not to hate you
you care more for you girlfriends
(Meant to be plural)
then you've ever shown for me
your flesh an blood
you brought into the world

You've distanced yourself from me
left me behind to live with a monster
so you could feel better

All I hear from you
is she's so serious about this
or I like how she does this
she's a wonderful that.

I try to be happy for you
but sometimes its hard not to hate you
and sometimes when you talk to me
I just want to be a sarcastic *****
but I don't
Peter Pan Nov 2013
School is ******* out my soul
Taking each abstract thing I love
and forming perfect even shapes
Of normality

I want to be educated
In the beauty and meaning
Of life
Not conformed into a role for society
Peter Pan Oct 2013
What's wrong with my brain
I am going insane
Mentally deranged
Peter Pan Sep 2013
Where do you hide
When the demons are inside
Your mind your heart your soul
There is no where to hide
When the demons are inside
Peter Pan Sep 2013
Do you ever lay in bed
And ponder your
Existence

You have to ***
And your stomach
Is rumbling
Yet you stay on your
On your island
Of solitude

Check the clock
You should have
Gotten up
Hours ago

Face the day
Or at least
Whats left of it
Peter Pan Sep 2013
Our words are magic
26 letters
And our creativity
Endless possibilities
Casting spells
With our stories
Bringing up
Forgotten emotions
Peter Pan Apr 2015
I miss you
not the I miss you and can't wait to see you again

But the I miss you
and I know we won't talk as much
you're hugs won't ever be the same
I won't get to kiss you when you smile
or reach for your hand after getting in the car

I miss the safety
the comfort feeling
the entirety that is your being

It was only yesterday
and it ***** because
I miss you already
Peter Pan Aug 2013
Just passing through

          Unseen by wondering eyes

Just passing through

          In the
    Negative spaces

Just passing through

Unnoticed
Invisible
Negative
Space

just
      passing
                     by
Peter Pan Aug 2013
How I wish

                To feel

Your smile
          
           Shining

Into my

     soul
Peter Pan Mar 2015
Do you ever miss someone so much
long for their presence
like a thirst you cannot quench

when you do see them
it's like that first sip of water
after a long run
a tall glass of lemonade
on a hot summer afternoon
an ice cold beer
after a long day

And you really see them
drink in their energy
gulp it down
like it's the most decadent flavor
to touch your tongue

And now that I've had a taste
I'll never stop craving you
Peter Pan Aug 2013
I get

JUDGED

Every day
      
                 By what I wear

                      By what I say

                                          By what I do
My short hair

My crazy

My style

I am not

Your traditional

BEAUTY

                     I am simply me

                         and I am still
Beautiful

It just takes the right
                         Eyes
                                       to see
Peter Pan Aug 2013
That moment

When that someone

Your world

Looks at you
And

smiles

Just smiles
Like
You are the only thing
In the world
They see
And they smile

Just for you
Peter Pan Feb 2015
So many things rattling around in my head
questions without answers
screaming at me from the backs of my eyelids

Yelyelyelling
What the what the what the ****
are you doing with your life
You haven't done **** **** ****
today

You have it so easeaseasy
you should get out and dododo some thing
where are you going in life

echos around
the canyons and crevasses of my mind

And then I fold myself into your arms
and everything is silent
Just the comforting hum of your existence
Peter Pan Nov 2013
Sometimes I need to walk out all the sadness
Sometimes I can't walk far enough
Peter Pan Aug 2013
I wish for more hours
in the day
the week
the month
the year

yet so many more hours
are
wasted
Peter Pan Jan 2015
It's pouring rain
Rivers run through the drains

Nothing happens in this town
peoples lives spiral down

Very few escape this place
start in a new town as a new face

If you're stuck here get used to gray days
as the contrast of your soul slowly fades away

Cause we live in the **** of god
fenced in by mountains and more than flawed
we'll take your losers loners and outcasts
Too eager to forget their pasts
Placed in this godforsaken community
Where no one cares about your identity

If you catch a glimpse of the scenery it's beauty never fades
but the wind cuts through to your core like a sharp blade

You'll never elude that damp chill
Keeping warm is a needed skill

If you ever go out dress in layers
And just in case say a few prayers

Unlike the people the weather is harsh
and to the beat of the rain we all march

Cause we live in the **** of god
fenced in by mountains and more than flawed
we'll take your losers loners and outcasts
Too eager to forget their pasts
Placed in this godforsaken community
Where no one cares about your identity

Winds are howling
dreams are drowning
Waves crashing into the shore
ships will sail no more
In this washed out itty bitty city
where the weathers always ******

Cause we live in the **** of god
fenced in by mountains and more than flawed
we'll take your losers loners and outcasts
Too eager to forget their pasts
Placed in this godforsaken community
Where no one cares about your identity
Peter Pan Aug 2014
We met
That connection
The spark
Interest
Then you quite literally
****** me over
Peter Pan Sep 2014
It's amazing how much
One heart
Can love

How many times
One heart
Can love

No matter the amount
One heart
Breaks
Peter Pan Sep 2013
Going to sleep
An awkward dance
With my partners
bed and pillow
but when we work together
slip into rhythm
the applause
is endless
Peter Pan Sep 2013
A burning mass
Of bi polar
Energy
Ups and downs
And all
Arounds
It's who
I am
Deal with it
Peter Pan Sep 2013
I know you're there
Taunting me
Just out of reach
Sneaking up close
Then dashing away
Making me
Want you more
Sleep
Why must you
Elude me
Peter Pan May 2014
Words are full of magic.
What spell are you casting?
Peter Pan May 2015
I don't think she understands
how much happiness I give up sometime
just to see her smile
Peter Pan Sep 2013
You can smell it
Can't you
Slowly rolling in
Across the land
Following the clouds
Just before it rains
You can smell it
Can't you
Peter Pan Aug 2014
You caught me off guard

Slipped through my defenses

I was useless against your smile
Peter Pan Nov 2013
I wanna snuggle
Cuddle up close
Collapse into you
Curl up in your soul
Peter Pan May 2014
You're so wrapped up

               In the ruins of your world,


     With her.




sorry for interrupting.
Peter Pan Oct 2013
You understand my soul
I wanna be close to you

You understand my soul
You inspire me

You understand my soul
I want to make you smile

You understand my soul
And you've stolen a piece of my heart

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