I thought they'd help me calm the waves

But they only sped them up

I had a fear of a fire

That would melt my heart

which would pour through the lids of my eyes.

An energy to push the Invisible



But this morning I saw a new side



A flame that was warm but didn't burn.

Helping wash away and

Release the air



I'm falling

Or am I floating?



And then I saw what was missing.

And then I saw what I missed.



The piece of my world to keep it whole



Will I land? Or won't I? I'm close to it now.

Will I land?

Or won't I?



And the thing that I felt when I saw the new side

Was what was in the sky when I saw the Earth

The new moon's arise

The waves are starting again

I find my self at the main office

But never do I go in



I feel all alone

Like I have lost all my friends

Why will I not see my counselor

When a storm's 'bout to begin?

I made a map over the summer to an unknown treasure.

I didn't know how long the trail was.

Wednesday I left the map for a jewel I see in the grass.

Why?

I was hungry with no food.

I don't even know if the gem is fake or cheap

But yet I left the map to find out the jewel's worth.

Eighty years old
with frazzled white hair,
Sad because I
am pining for air

old faces.

new experiences?



I was expecting

when I

moisturized the soil

when I

shined upon it light

and planted

the seed....



I was ready.

It didn't grow.

But I'll give it time.

For I know it

takes it

(Even though I can't

stand it)



So I'll just wait.

I have patience.



I'm still waiting.